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"Sometimes I’ll be talking to someone, and I’ll be like ‘Yeah, I’ve been really lonely lately’ and they’ll be like ‘Well we should hang out!’ and I’m like ‘No, that’s not what I meant. That’s not what I meant at all.’"
— JM. (From beatboxgoesthump via natural-energy.)

(Source: jonahryantology)

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(From ayak0.)

High and Dry by Radiohead.

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(From heroes-get-made via valleyofbutts.)

Shout out to interracial, bisexual, pansexual, genderfluid, and otherwise “gray” or “mixed” people who get to deal with shit from pretty much every angle all while having your identity erased, ignored, or redefined for you whenever another group sees fit. I see you, love you, and want to make things better.

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My partner and I broke up two days ago. She said the distance was too hard for her. Okay.

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I let the waves of your adoration envelop me,

Romance me,

Draw me in with invitations

Of fun and heat and freedom.



But when you shoved me

Back towards the sand

As you did inevitably,

You left tendrils of seaweed whiplashed

And deep impressions of foam on my heart

That always stayed too long

But you’d never acknowledge.

Seashells tossed in the garbage

After a child’s beach adventure.

The seashells remember.



Yet the rush it felt to be cradled by your warmth

As I waded in once again

Drew me closer and closer to the deep,

Where I could dive down

But never reach the floor.



I knew your tides and I knew my own fears.

"I must not travel out too far.

Always keep land in sight.

I will lose myself if get too eager

And try to swallow the saltwater

That makes me float.

Consume too much and it will sap my organs of life,

Shrivel my insides and leave my body lifeless,

Too far for a lifeguard to see.

I must always keep near the shore.”



When I was twenty-one

I drowned in warm, calm waters.



September 2013/April 2014

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hybridthry:

wearing all black today to mourn the death of my motivation

(via gangbang-with-my-depression)

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overdid:

do you ever feel lonely and unwanted even if you are with your friends

(via gangbang-with-my-depression)

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(From allmymetaphors.)
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